Your past is only working to remind you
how far you have come,
not how many mistakes you have made.

Everything will fade through time..
I want to believe that.
I don't expect anyone to understand how hurtful can that be to hurt someone u don't know them well enough.
I don't have to explain.
I can't control what others wanna think about me.
I won't let the bad thoughts follow me to the grave.
I'm learning to accept and don't take it in mind.
It doesn't mean I'm wrong.
It's just that I want no argument.
I want to maintain what I've found in friendship.
But somehow mankind made me disappointed.
I make no regret.
At least I'm learning another issue.
Another new chapter in my life.
Till the day I will say...
"Do u know that friendship is as fragile as glass? "
It breaks once it falls.
I can't reverse the falling,
The falling doesn't caused by me.
But I'm responsible for it.
Being drag into the bottomless pit.
Trapping inside.
Because I want no war.
It's alrite to keep staying quiet without making clarification anymore.
Like I said,
Take it as a life long learning.
I might face this maybe thousand times in the near future.
Take it as a training.
Pray for all.
We are all learning to respect each other and how not to hurt others.
May U makes us see clearer and don't keep falling into the valley of sin,
May U makes us treasure the important things in life before we lost it.
May U grant me a wider heart to accept every hurts and sorrow.
May U keep prejudice, selfishness, disloyalty etc back into Pandora box.
May U makes everyone understand the meaning of love and have faith in it.
May U makes every child be filial to their parents, every friends care for each other, no hatred between individual, no ill-speaking,backstabbing, physical abuse, the everlasting true love between couples, kindness and gentle of human, sacrifices for the good.
Remain the good soul in human~
I know human are incomplete,
I know I've demand too much.
I know that is not going to happen.
But that is just in my dreamland.
Once I wake up,
The ugly world is still there.
It's only me myself to make sure I'm not running wild with the world.
People, remember that..
You are responsible for urself.
Never blame the world because it is you who cause it to fall seriously ill.

God blessed~

当我老了

当我老了，
不再是原来的我，
请理解我，
对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤泼到自己衣服时，
当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，
该想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复着你已听腻的话时，
请耐心地听我说，
不要打断我。
还记得你小时候，
我不得不重复那说过千百遍的故事，
直到你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责备我，
还记得小时候我千方百计地哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新事物新科技不知所措时，
请不要嘲笑我，
想一想当初我怎样耐心的地回答你的每一个“为什么”。

当我由于双脚疲劳而无法行走时，
请伸出你年轻有力的手来搀扶我，
就像你小时候学习走路时，
我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题时，
请给我一些时间让我回想，
其实对我来说，
谈论什么并不重要，
只要你能在一旁听我说，
我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，
请不要悲伤。
理解我，支持我，
就像你开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。
当初我引导你走上人生的路，
如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心，
我会报以感激的微笑。
这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。


读了这篇文章后，我真的很心酸。。
他们的心声，
老豆，妈咪，阿嫲，
我不会抛弃你们，
我爱你们。
无论现今的社会已经病到什么地步了，
我还是希望每个人都珍惜所拥有的人、事、物~
别再让世界病下去了。
珍惜所爱，别再恨，别再怨，
别再病下去了。。。
我应该还继续相信人间有爱吗？

Kick start a new day.
Wow~
Few days doing nothing and a lot of things at the same time.
If playing takes into account then I'm indeed extremely busy. =p
Again...
The feeling of I've never been making use of my long holidays show up themselves.
Why?!
All the blame is pointed to myself.
1st, I'm too concentrating into my emo state before that.
2nd, I started to rekindle my spirit of playing games back.
That is just few days ago... And I'm regret. ( kek sei >.< )
3rd, be a babysitter is not that bad sometimes. =x
At least improve my patience once again.. haha.
Don't think that babysitting is really that fun and easy,
That will be a big No-no.
Besides patience, sense of humour is crucial too. Haha..
They will turn you off when they find that you are not funny enough.
Especially those evil kids these times.
Wonder why even kids transform into more different style through evolution.
Pappy said It's all due to the milk-powder.
Then different formulation should be proposed. Ehem...
Or else worst thing is gonna happen. Seriously..
Not I'm thinking too much.
Every kids I saw is exactly the same super smart and "evil" if you would like to call that.
Even my cousin... =p
2 weeks facing and dealing with kids really drives me mad.
I admit I don't really have a good patience in children.
But the tolerance level is still up to satisfactory.
Sometimes I wish I can just pinch their face when they are naughty,
But I can't...
And again, they are running wilder.. =.="
See!
Corporal punishment is not the right choice but sometimes it has its advantage.
Not saying that you must wield the cane and spoon out punishment,
Just a way that is good enough to scare them. Haha...
Wanna get kids like you truthfully?
Better get more training then.

如果你的微笑得不到回应，
不要紧。
如果你的礼敬换来了无礼，
不要紧。
如果你帮助别人却不被接受，
不要紧。
如果你的信任换来了背叛，
不要紧。
如果他人不愿回馈你的善行，
不要紧。
如果真的做到了，
你就走在“德” 的大道之上。
你的怨言，失望和受伤，
都源自于你自己的私心。
无所求地持续。。再持续地在这条大道上迈步~
那么这条大道就会成为“道” 之路。

Silence

Silence ...
For a good reason.
For a better thinking.
For a clearer mind.
For the unnecessary.
For the hurts.
For a thousand reasons..
The universe.

Soaking into deep thoughts.
Neither good nor bad.
Just think~
And decide the right path.
No confusion.
Decide once for all.
No more sensitivity.
Just keep an eye close.
Keep believing your instinct.
Make no doubt for that.
Use it as a self-defense.
Accept what is done.
Make no regret for that.
Have faith in all,
Even though they've made you lost the trust.
Keep believing and trust no matter what.
Once trust has lost,
No more hope can behold.
Dreadful life engulfed.

Life!
I respect U.
I'm belongs to U.
I don't regret,
And never will.
I'll keep going and going.
Learning and listening to what is necessary.
Keep bad thoughts away from me.
No matter what is true or fake,
Just listen to my heart.
U are challenging yet fragile.
I'll make a stand point.
I won't being slaughtered by the unscrupulous one.
U conquer no one.
We all have faith.