Sunday, November 16, 2008

Whole body pain nw...juz finished tk bath in de dark..Noe y??Dat stupid light bulb spoilt n im forced 2tk bath by placing my torchlight on de sink there..sounds stupid,looks stupid n everything is stupid...Went Mingcha 2do revision wit amy..at least i'd some peace of mind there.Worried how am i going 2 finish my target n many things 2worry bout..Im not really sure bout many things dat going on...Something dat lurking behind de silence........

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Story begins...8am-Alarm rang but i refused 2wake up,rolling on bed 4 bout an hour. 9am-Totally awaken coz i still hv alotsa revision gonna do. 10am-Played games 4 a while while waiting 4lunch..Finally,amy came.Joo,Amy n I went jusco to move it haha.."I like to move it,move it..U like to move it,move it..We like to move it!!! " =.=lll After lunch,we went jalan-jalan but still rmb we hv 2study so rush bc instead.Mild,light rain when on our way home..Happy day..^^


Im Marty haha...


Amy's turn hehe.. cute cute amy..=)


taken in ladies



Joojoo Kang & Amy
To be continue.....






Friday, November 14, 2008

2day i reached library superb early,there juz hv a few ppl there...so chill...Made a plan 2finish 2topics 2day n duno whether i can make it anot..Nothing special,came bc at 7 sumthn..Seeing de large,dark cloud indicates de coming of downpour rain..Indeed,it rained..Luckily,by de time de rain fall i ady reach home safe..phew..thx God,u r still blessing me as oways..Simple but happy day..=)
Dark dark clouds..




Thursday, November 13, 2008

Wa..finally reached home dy.Tiring day... i'd been trapped in library again due to de stupid heavy rain.Really pouring cats n dogs..=.= haiz..Needless 2say,i felt pain again..de cycle 4me whenever rain is coming.Took lunch at PV Walk wit amy,joo,bou n vana..2day somehow i felt so sleepy.Kept yawning n cant really concentrate in my revision.Hope 2mrw i'll bc to normal again.Muz gain bc my Happy Go Lucky spirit!! wahahaha...God bless..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Insomnia

Anxiety seemed magnify in de still of de nite.Ya,i was unable 2slp ysterday..Again,rolling on my bed,anxious bout wat might be coming out in chem paper.Worrying n worrying as i cant finish all my pass year Q.Chit-chatting wit joo when lying on bed.When she finally fall asleep,yet i still awaken.Looking at ceiling n thinking wat if i duno how 2do those Q?Wat if i nervous n faint??Tickling sounds of my watch made me afraid.Finally morning reaches,i was so sleepy..but still woke up n went 4 de exam.Those Q were quite easy,juz i did not manage my time well..haihz...dis was de 1st time i cant finish chem paper.De 1st time i leave some blank space in my paper..I hate myself 4 not trying my very best 2finish it b4 de invigilator took it away from my table.I was so careless,i totally 4gotten i still hv 1 part didn't finish b4 handling.It is not bout de efforts dat i've put in,juz furious y i did sumthn dat i shouldn't do.I left de Q dat i noe how 2 solve..A lesson 4 me,i'll make sure everything is done b4 it's too late next time.Moody bcoz of de silly mistake,cant cheer up..still blaming myself. I wish i could escape from dis..i wish everything was fake...yet,i knew it was not at all. Confusing.......

Saturday, November 8, 2008

?????

My life?? Wake up,brush teeth,wash face,tk breakfast wit frenz,cum bc play games,watch heroes,n??? Yup,revision only consist of bout 4% of de whole day.Dis is wat we called weekend..=.=lll I thk im dying soon.Im corrupted...totally corrupted.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Failure??! Nono...

I am headaches...Y?? Evening i really not able 2wake up from nap,feel so dizzy n my head so heavy...Plz dun fall sick,i still hv 4 more papers to go..Dun fall down dis time really..I feel so weak nw.Facing bio suddenly i feel like de distance between me n biology ady far far away.Im not de yen dat can finish it in a short time anymore.Cannot cannot,i cant be defeated by u.I muz try 2bear it 4 a little bit more................