Insomnia

Anxiety seemed magnify in de still of de nite.Ya,i was unable 2slp ysterday..Again,rolling on my bed,anxious bout wat might be coming out in chem paper.Worrying n worrying as i cant finish all my pass year Q.Chit-chatting wit joo when lying on bed.When she finally fall asleep,yet i still awaken.Looking at ceiling n thinking wat if i duno how 2do those Q?Wat if i nervous n faint??Tickling sounds of my watch made me afraid.Finally morning reaches,i was so sleepy..but still woke up n went 4 de exam.Those Q were quite easy,juz i did not manage my time well..haihz...dis was de 1st time i cant finish chem paper.De 1st time i leave some blank space in my paper..I hate myself 4 not trying my very best 2finish it b4 de invigilator took it away from my table.I was so careless,i totally 4gotten i still hv 1 part didn't finish b4 handling.It is not bout de efforts dat i've put in,juz furious y i did sumthn dat i shouldn't do.I left de Q dat i noe how 2 solve..A lesson 4 me,i'll make sure everything is done b4 it's too late next time.Moody bcoz of de silly mistake,cant cheer up..still blaming myself. I wish i could escape from dis..i wish everything was fake...yet,i knew it was not at all. Confusing.......