Celebrated my 20-year-old bfday yesterday nite. 20 means alot to me.... 20 means I'm no longer a daddy's little gal. 20 means I have 2be more mature in thinking n attitude. 20 means I dun have 2pretend dat I'm old coz I really am now. ='( 20 means I can't tell everybody proudly dat " Hey,I'm only a 19yrs old teenager" Oh gosh~frankly speaking,It's really hard 4 me 2accept it right now. But I know time will nvr frozen there, it'll keep moving n moving n running n running. I dun feel like I enjoy my teenage life ish... But when I'm telling ppl dat I'm ady 20yrs old, too old 2be cute. They r like "Hey hey,u r juz a kid lah..." =.=" Again, I have been laughed by dem due to the obvious differences between my actual age n my appearance. Though some of dem nvr express it, I'm ninety nine point nine percent sure dat dey do think de same. Dey r all de same. Making fool of me.. Ppl might wonder y I worry so much about dis? Shouldn't I be happy coz I have been gifted a baby face. But u r all wrong!!! U r not me n u'll nvr understand my inner feelings. Haih...btw,I have 2cheer up. Welcome 20!!!! I've so much 2fight for my future. Fighting!!!

To be continued~