Im going mad!!! I oways knew dat we r very

different

from each other.

De way we r, de movie we like, our personality,

weaknesses, de songs

we like, de way we walk n even de air we breathe.

I kept trying 2 care bout u, wan u 2 be happy but

wat i did r all in vain.

U nvr think from my side...push de blame 2 me.

Say im fake.

Sometimes it makes me wondering do u really hate me

dat much?

When I am happy, u r oppositely sad.

When i ask u y, U say u r ok.

But wat i saw is totally different from dat.

U tell me, wat shud i do

2make u feeling better? Am i ur fren?

Or im juz a failure?

Im not suppose 2 get around wit u all de time rite?

Or im de dust u annoy?

Everything changed.. I nvr expect u 2change at all.

Coz i really treat u wit all my heart ..sincerely...

I really hope dat u can understand

im not de type dat wat others hv told u.

Coz im not very good in expressing myself in words.

Im afraid u misunderstand dat i hate u.

Ironically,de things do happens. U sense it, feel it urself...

Do u really think i treat u as an outcast?

When im lending u my hands u refused.

I am stupid, im hurt of thoundsand times n u'll nvr noe.

I oways pretend

like nothing has happened, like u nvr do any hurt in me.

I tolerate as much as i could,

trying 2think from ur position. I hv made alot of

guess. Maybe u r shy, maybe u r juz not get used 2 my lifestyle,

maybe u dunno how 2 express urself,

maybe u r pessimistic n maybe im really

a bad gal so u hate me. If u hv any doubts u can express it

n u tell me directly. Stop playing de guessing game anymore.

I'd hv enuf.... Im sure u noe de feeling of tired.

Im tired, exhausted n maybe corrupted...

Im relieved nw im far from u.

I hv 2 clear out my mind at least in a

short period of time.

I'll pray n pray. Blessed u wit happiness n freedom.

Dun think so much

again. Friendship 4eva~~~