Y there r never-ending works for me 2do? Y there r so many stocks everyday? The shop ady overloaded with all kinds of clothes & stuffs but I hv no idea y boss still 1na tk so many order. =.=" Shirley said during festival season de shop will oways loaded with new goods. I nvr c dat b4 but I guess dat muz be a landslide scene. And 2day I nvr hv time 2 rest.. Wanna know wat is my work 2day?! Yes, u r right! Unpacked, punched price tags, hang up, displayed... *just repeating it thounsand times will do.* Didn't dey c there r so little space 2display all the clothes? That's definitely a hard task 4 shirley, especially during her bfday. I changed the white,big hangers into black,small hangers. So many types of hangers 2be used in different types of clothes. Even genius might get confused. TIRED!!!!!!!! Nvm, I still nid 2 go on. Gambateh yenzi!!! 10pm when we were about 2 close de shop, de phone rang. So, I noe I hv 2 bring de trolley n tk de new coming stocks again. Sucks! Gonna tk a warm bath nw... Thx blog 2let me release my tiredness. Btw, luckily 2mrw still hv PWee doing de headaches job with me. Hooray!!!

I have been told that my sister is smart, pretty, gentle & more n more.
I look at myself through the mirror,
So wat's my very personal strong point all these while?
Apparently I dun quite have it.
Haihz...
I guess everybody would like to be someone else.
For those who's materialistic,
Dey wanna be the richest ppl in de world.
For those who has dominant character,
Dey wanna be the leaders of their gang.
For those who's duffer,
Dey wanna be a genius.
So many wanna-be but who's really going 2 achieve it?
Some might grab it easily,
Some might just staring at it hopelessly.
Just like chinese saying,
1 type of food feed thousands kind of ppl.
Indifferent in skin, iris, hair colours, physical build-up,
And reach to a more internal state,
Thinking...

He knows I hv a perfect role model with me,
I dunwan to be pessismistic.
It's just.....
It's just the more I've met,
The little do I find out my ownself.

Me?
I just wanna talk,
I just wanna play,
I just wanna be myself.
I cry when I'm sad,
I angry when I'm provoked,
I shout when I'm tortured.
I laugh when I'm happy.
That's me.
Whoever would be the same as me?
I love the very unique of mine.
Dat's the advantages of being 19.
I dunwan to pretend like I'm mature.
I am who I am.
I am who I'm supposed to be.

I'm not pity if others think I am.
But I'm really pity if I sympathise myself.
Why graded me as an idiot if I dunno wat r u talking about?
Why graded me as a stranger if I dun like wat u love?
It's the same.
When I talk about dance,
U don't know a thing.
When I talk about opera,
U show no interest in it.
When I talk about technique in singing,
U know nothing.
When I talk about novels,
U say u nvr read.
But I nvr speak out.
I just 1na be considerate.
But who r u to judge me?
It's really sad being told like dis.
Dun treat me as a fool just bcoz of wat we're different in.
Everybody has feelings,
And u'll nvr hv the right to hurt someone like dat.

Rainy day~ My mood is not that good too. It's all due to de rain. Wanna noe y? When there's rain - I feel pain. I might hv bodyache, shoulder pain, muscle pain, migraine.. And sometimes I feel sleepy. =.=" In a nutshell, rheumatism win it all. Haihz.... Maybe I was a cat b4 as cats hate rain too. I went to work at 3pm as a part-timer. At de beginning it's still ok with me. But when minute by minute gone, I started 2 feel dizzy. Tak bersemangat lagi...Kaki lenguh sangat ish... Some more 2day hv so many new coming stocks. So I unpacked, wrapped & hang up. Repeating de same procedures... I've done so many things in a rainy day. I muz say that's such a proud record to me. =p I guess I'm kind of obstinate. I tried hard 2drag my body home but I'm still playing games instead of sleeping on my chicken little bed. Hey, not I lose my passion in chicken little, it's bcoz I wanna get rid of my bad mood b4 sleep. Chatting with a few xiao meimei now. Feeling better...dey r juz awesome. I mean their modern thinking. Kay,I think I'm gonna stop here.

Such a tiring night!!! Came back from work. I dunno why I'm so sleepy but still 1na forced myself 2sit in front of my lappy & blogging... =.=" But I juz can't help not 2 do sumthn b4 I sleep. I dunno wat exactly has happened 2me. I felt lethargic the whole day even when serving customers. I dun hv much interest in communicating or chatting with them at all. Juz show some fake smile & I noe I look like a nerd when I'm trying 2give a warm smile. I guess for ppl who has seen me 2day that muz be a weird,distorted,unatural expression to them. Hopefully I didn't scared off those kids. I'm a good jiejie plz~ However, there's 1 very interesting customer who has somehow attracted me. Or u can say disturbed my mind from functioning normal. An exaggerating sissy malay guy. He came with his "normal friend" which is a guy as well. And if I'm not mistaken that's already 9pm. He weared a shade with a white tight shirt,ultra skinny jeans & carried a super duper sissy-like handbag. He moved as graceful as wave & the most appealing thing was his fingers movement reminded me of oldies chinese opera. U noe how tough for me to stop myself from laughing out loud? I tried hard 2supress the adrenaline rush which means I hv 2fight with my body hormone system from doing their job for a few seconds. The 1st time in my life that I felt a few seconds seemed long like hell. Actually I did laugh out but I somehow covered it with a light cough. I think he should hv known it coz I'm kind of obtuse. But he shouldn't be blamed for that. As I noe that's all due to his endocrine system too. Not he wants 2 be sissy,maybe he's sad in some way. Okay,okay... it's my bad to laugh at him. But it juz amazed me & my curiosity aroused. That's fact. *yawn* I really nid some sleep now. Hope that 2mrw will be a good day~

Went kl yesterday to view apartment once again. But dis time we hv a proper master bedroom. I must say PROPER bcoz there's no strange things, odd rules or extraordinary problems that annoy me. Housemates...ehm. Leave it to me to imagine what kind of ppl I might meet later on haha.. Phew~such a relief I have had. There's only 3hsemates... Yeah!!! We're officially off the road indeed! *as amy said so* Let's go celebrate. =p

So dis leads to our celebration at Nippon Tei. In fact, dat's not a celebration. Juz a normal dinner. It is really awkward to being watched while eating. =.=" And I'm unable to find a new purse. So sad~~ According to my er jiejie, in order to prevent our $$ from flowing out without coming in we have 2use a purse which has 19 compartments. *Feng Shui sayings* Haha.. I'm not so believe it but frankly speaking how can it be possible to find a purse which has 19 compartments? By the way, I'm not going 2get myself a new purse juz for dat reason. Coz I feel like I need to & have to change a new one. =p We accompanied da jie to do some shopping before going back home.

To be continued~

OMG!!! Finally~ I got a job! U know how many months I had stay at home & doing nothing? I'm so so happy hehe. 2day is the 2nd day I work there. A boutique.. It's far more better than being a waitress before. But I need to stand for whole day. 30minutes for lunch n dinner during weekdays. 15 minutes during weekends. I guess I have to train myself to eat faster. Nvm, that's not a problem for me at all. Well, I have to go for vaccine injection now. Buhbye blog!!!